from gujrat-2

The analysis is fairly complete. After browsing through lots of books and articles on speech anatomy, I have arrived at a largely accurate picture of my disorder. And I am very very happy to say, that I have found the disorder to be manageable. Each day that I spend on observing myself, I find myself getting better..only marginally though.
To call a condition a disorder, is to invite public sympathy and public apathy. I called it a disorder as long as its real nature lay hidden. . Now, I will no longer call it a disorder. I will call it a curable condition.
Alongwith this new interpretation, I will keep with me the fact that however aversive this condition might seem to other people, I have some other qualities which other people might not have. I never say no to work, I never indulge in back-biting, I have a passion for learning new skills and increasing my knowledge base, I always try to be the best, I have an undying hunger for excellence-these are the qualities which have brought me to the State Bank. I may suffer from drawbacks but I have a positive side which is equally important and useful to this society.

The good news is.. the solution to every problem is in sight. I jst have to keep smiling. And now I have deepali with me whom I deeply love and who is enough of an inspiration for me.
I jst pray I can be a good lover.. love and get loved.